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siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiick damn, so i'm taking new meds which are causing me to be sick. worst of all they taste NASTY! i gagged on it this morning. but anyway, i drew a quick little bitch last night it only took me around ten minutes. i'll post it when i figure out how since i don't have a camera or scanner at the moment. oh well. it's cute and i lufff her <3

alright, that's it. i realllllllly need to burn my diary from a few years ago. every time i read it i end up missing the man that i think i could have been happy with forever. even though he cheated on me i can't stop loving him, even years later. he was the perfect boyfriend, the only problem was that i chased him away and he fell in love with two people- me and her. i just wish i had gotten a second chance with him. i wasnt over my first boyfriend when we dated and so i took out all of my anger and frustration on him because he was so willing to take it. but then she came along and ripped him away. she was sweet to him and allowed for him t

getting high is stupid, and yet i love it. the other night i asked my most recent ex if he liked the sex when we were together, i know it was stupid but i was high! not that that's an excuse, but i don't think when im high. that's not true. i think, i just dont give a fuck. hes a douchebag but we had a solid few days of polite conversation. we were both being kind to each other for once and we both appologized for our mistakes. then i had to go and ruin it by asking a stupid question. now hes not speaking to me and i think i pissed him off. i dont really understand :(